Is this life?

Instead of holding hands,
we're holding drinks.
Instead of looking to the eyes,
we look at screens.

Anomie
is troubling me.
Anomie,
what will it be?

When the great dream
that you deem
to be true and real
fails you
and you collapse
thinking life is but
surreal.

When you're so close
but so far
to being happy
and content

without having to pretend
that you're alright.

When you can't accept
your loving image
through others' eyes-
you deny beauty
and love
like the advert of Dove.

When you know
your intuition says go
but you stop to think
about your dream
that you deem-
meanwhile stolen by someone
who sleeps better at night.

Renaissance Hearts

I'm honestly not feeling

these interactions.

Tired and not bothered 

to perceive their actions

Thinking why should I bother?
Or how should I do?
Then thinking 'go with the flow'
and your thoughts shall too.

Over-thinking situations

and life itself; over-thought

Trapped in troubled thinking

when they thought you won't

Why do people feel this way,

and why don't they talk?

If you like me tell me

if you don't, just walk

What are your expectations,

or do you not have any?

Let's become renaissance hearts

and not just two of many.